"If you can call Rei to a drinking party, you'll pay three times the participation fee? It's okay ... If you take a video, you can't say that girl ..." Betrayal of a girl friend who believed "Uh ... I think she's a friend But "What? I'm still a friend (laughs) ... I've never joined the circle, this ..." No guilt! A record of a female college student who was thoroughly committed until her mental collapse.