People tend to be interested in the tricks in mystery novels, but as a writer, I always worry about the subtleties of the characters' hearts. It's not uncommon for the emotions between men and women to be the key to a story, and I myself have had many experiences and want to have a wide range of drawers. I applied with that in mind, but I can't deny that I was simply interested in having sex with a male actor. I get wet quickly, but I don't really understand the feeling of climax, so I was worried about myself. What will they do, will something change if I'm in the hands of a professional? What awaited me, mixed with expectation and tension, was a series of surprises beyond my imagination. I had my asshole licked, and a man straddled my face and licked my vagina. Toys feel good, but I don't know what to do with the strong stimulation I'm given. I've done fellatio before, but I experienced a world I've only known from novels, licking over my underwear and holding my face down while it's shoved in my mouth. We kissed while holding an erect male organ between our breasts. All of these emotions and sensations were new to me, and I felt a bit unreal and fluffy. I was so embarrassed by the sight of my indecent appearance in the mirror that I couldn't look at it, but in the end I thought, 'I'm glad I came here.'
