When I look at the works I appear in again, I get excited, or rather, I get a little excited. Being filmed and sold as a work means that there is a possibility that it will be seen by many people... But I think it was because of this feeling that I still wanted to appear in it. I was embarrassed to say that I did it to save money, but I guess it's hard to suppress curiosity. Despite my appearance, I'm actually quite popular at school. I'm embarrassed to say it myself, but when people say things like, "Your skin is white and beautiful!" or "You have a good figure!", I somehow become conscious of my colleagues and students. Maybe I wanted to get rid of that feeling of unease that I usually have. At first, I was a little embarrassed in the work, but when the sex started, all my feelings of rejection and embarrassment disappeared at once, and I was able to have sex the way I wanted to. When I look at it like this, the sight of the vibrator being thrust into me is very erotic... I got a different kind of pleasure from usual, such as swinging my hips boldly from behind and riding the camera. It was also great that the professional man was very skilled at using his hips. I was able to experience the pleasure of climaxing for the first time in a long time. I'm very happy that I was able to be so bold in this one-time appearance. Thank you very much.
